Wow i just don't know what to write about... I could tell you about my week off but I think that would be kind of boring and I'm not sure that I want to talk about it right now. Not that it wasn't WONDERFUL, but I just lived it so I'm not in the mood to rehash. But I did have a really good time!
One weird thing about last weekend was being with older people. Not older as in Senior citizens, but just late 20's kind of thing. kids, married, that stuff. It was weird because I felt young, Okay not that that is weird because i always feel young, but because I hang out with people that age all the time and don't feel young then, so why does it matter now. Its the same when you go home though. At school age doesn't matter, but back in your home-town with the people you grew up with suddenly it does. They remember when you were little and you remember looking at them and thinking 'wow she/he is so old and mature and beautiful' so it just feels weird seeing them now when your equal-ish.
You know what else was weird this weekend, talking to my cousin. We talked about love and getting married and life and its just weird to think about. All my life I've thought about getting married, the dress, the wedding, the guy, things that every little girl dreams of. But now its different. I am graduated, and old enough that when I date guys now I have to think about how serious I want it to get because if it reaches a certain point it could lead to marriage. Now here is my question..
How do you ever know if you have the right guy? I mean you can look around and pick out your favorite eyes, personality, temper, that kind of thing, but there is always the chance that you will be surprised. it seems so impossible to try to find someone and to know that he is close enough to perfect...
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